I sometimes wonder whether more strength is in forgiveness, or in walking away.
But at this point, it seems that people only pay attention when it’s on tumblr.
I am so sick and tired of people just assuming that I am OK. I am not OK, I have not been for a long, long time. And things going on in my life, everyday, affect me! To assume, because I post a nude, because I post an upbeat song, because I laugh, because I smile, that I am completely fine, is complete and utter bullshit.
Where do you have the right, to make accusations, such as me being selfish because I seek attention and crave love, to feel something?
Is it so wrong, to feel so low that you to turn to someone that you believed cared for you?
And then, to have them just completely stomp on you, and point the finger at you and accuse you of being an awful person, is completely unfair.
I think it’s unfortunate that you show someone so much love, attention and fight to be a part of their life, to only be thrown around when they obviously have no need for you anymore.
I am just so tired of feeling this hurt. I am so tired of crying. I am so tired of feeling more alone by thinking that these people care about me, when they only care about themselves.
People need to be punched in the face.