"Stop trying to control everything and just let go!"

I am a 24 year old masterpiece full of mistakes and unwanted disasters.


We love each other,
and if I know nothing else,
it’s all that matters.

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Black Hole Sun - Soundgarden

1 of my top 5, favorite songs, of all time!

(Source: laviebelem, via portraitofamind)


fuckyeahlost:

PENNY: Hello?DESMOND: Penny?PENNY: Desmond?DESMOND: Penny…Penny, you answered. You answered, Penny.[In London, Penelope is at home standing by a Christmas tree.]PENNY: Des, where are you?DESMOND: I’m…I’m, I’m on a boat. Um…I’ve been on an island, and — Oh my god, Penny. Is that really you?PENNY: Yeah! Yes, it’s me!DESMOND: You believe me? You still care about me?PENNY: Des, I’ve been looking for you for the past three years. I know about the island. I’ve been researching—-[static]—-and then when I spoke to your friend Charlie, that’s when I knew you were still alive. That’s when I knew I wasn’t crazy. Des, are you still there!?DESMOND: Yes, yes, I’m here! I’m still here, can you hear me?PENNY: Yeah, yeah, that’s better.DESMOND: I love you, Penny. I’ve always loved you. I’m so sorry. I love you.PENNY: I love you too.DESMOND: I don’t know where I am, but—PENNY: I’ll find you, Des—DESMOND: —I promise—PENNY: —no matter what—DESMOND: —I’ll come back to you—PENNY: —I won’t give up—BOTH: I promise. I love you.[Static cuts them off.]SAYID: I’m sorry. The power source went dead, it’s all we have.[Desmond walks toward Sayid, his memory of him and his time on the island returning.]DESMOND: Thank you, Sayid. [They shake hands] It was enough.SAYID: Are you alright now?DESMOND: Aye. I’m perfect.





The words I love you
fall like snowflakes from your lips
and melt on my tongue.



First Kiss

His face passed by,
and with a glimpse, he saw mine.
The confidence in his eyes caused the hair follicles to rise
as he walked and met me half way.
The door closed, and there we were,
just the two of us alone.

The sound of my heart beat was pumping loud.
I could hear the gulp of my spit as it went down.
He said hello and I smiled.
We spoke within a distance,
being too close would only cause me to shake.
I’d panic and maybe walk away.

There we were,
looking at each other,
talking to pass the time,
and then it was time for goodbye.
And as I stood there watching him walk away,
he came back towards me
and kissed my face.

I walked away,
hands shaking,
lips separated by teeth…
said goodbye and watched him look at me.

- Melissa Gandarinho

I used to write, a lot. I don’t really know what happened. I guess I lost my muse.

But I’m going to start working on it again. Even if it’s crap, who cares. Right?


So don’t think that I’m pushing you away
When you’re the one that I’ve kept closest.


Ain’t that the truth…

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